It’s getting in my head again, what has changed?
Well, almost everything.
I can’t believe it could happen again, not saying it would but i’m rappin’ again
I’m worried because I promised myself not one more time
But these feelings just aren’t healing and I’m not sure what kind of dealing
I feel like handling right now.
I’m hoping admitting this won’t make it worse but these words keep invading my mind,
I’m not blind, I want to listen to them
I know it’s so damn wrong and I’m not calm but there seems to be a palm reading going on
I’m strong but a part of me just wants to give in, like a sin, under my skin I just want to feel thin,
but I don’t want to pay the price, I’ve probably paid it more than twice, but am I willing to roll the dice? This is my warning cry, because if this happens again I might die, I don’t want to try those chances.
No more dances or romances,
fuck that I’m not even 25 and I still feel so alive I must strive to survive
because now I love life
I just want it to be known that no matter how many times you relapse, or consider relapsing, getting out is always possible!
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